Cover of 畜犬談 (Chikukendan)

Part 8 of 8 · JLPT N2

畜犬談 Chikukendan, part 8: The Poison Fails, and Pochi Is Spared

by Dazai Osamu · 533 characters · from My Case Against Dogs

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The narrator walks home through a thick morning fog and finds that Pochi is still alive and following him, because the poison did not work. He accepts this at once. He tells his wife that artists should be the friends of the weak, decides to take Pochi to Tokyo, and asks for eggs to feed him, while his wife looks far from pleased.

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私わたくしは猫背ねこぜになって、のろのろ歩あるいた。Hunched over like a cat, I trudged slowly along.

霧きりが深ふかい。The fog was thick.

ほんのちかくの山やまが、ぼんやり黒くろく見みえるだけだ。Only the hills close by could be made out, dimly black.

南みなみアルプス連峰れんぽうも、富士山ふじさんも、何なにも見みえない。Neither the peaks of the Southern Alps nor Mount Fuji, nor anything at all, could be seen.

朝露あさつゆで、下駄げたがびしょぬれである。My wooden clogs were soaked through with the morning dew.

私わたくしはいっそうひどい猫背ねこぜになって、のろのろ帰途きとについた。Hunched over worse than ever, I trudged slowly back toward home.

橋はしを渡わたり、中学校ちゅうがっこうのまえまで来きて、振ふり向むくとポチが、ちゃんといた。I crossed the bridge, came as far as the front of the middle school, turned around, and there was Pochi, right where he ought to be.

面目めんぼくなげに、首くびを垂たれ、私わたくしの視線しせんをそっとそらした。He hung his head as if ashamed of himself, and quietly avoided my gaze.

私わたくしも、もう大人おとなである。I, too, am a grown man by now.

いたずらな感傷かんしょうはなかった。I indulged in no idle sentimentality.

すぐ事態じたいを察知さっちした。I grasped the situation at once.

薬品やくひんが効きかなかったのだ。The poison had not worked.

うなずいて、もうすでに私わたくしは、白紙はくし還元かんげんである。I nodded, and already I had returned to a clean slate.

家いえへ帰かえって、When I got home,

「だめだよ。薬くすりが効きかないのだ。ゆるしてやろうよ。あいつには、罪つみがなかったんだぜ。芸術家げいじゅつかは、もともと弱よわい者ものの味方みかただったはずなんだ」私わたくしは、途中とちゅうで考かんがえてきたことをそのまま言いってみた。"It's no good. The poison doesn't work. Let's forgive him, shall we? He never did anything wrong, you know. Artists were supposed to be on the side of the weak from the very start." I tried saying out loud, just as it was, what I had been thinking on the way back.

「弱者じゃくしゃの友ともなんだ。芸術家げいじゅつかにとって、これが出発しゅっぱつで、また最高さいこうの目的もくてきなんだ。こんな単純たんじゅんなこと、僕ぼくは忘わすれていた。僕ぼくだけじゃない。みんなが、忘わすれているんだ。僕ぼくは、ポチを東京とうきょうへ連つれてゆこうと思おもうよ。友ともがもしポチの恰好かっこうを笑わらったら、ぶん殴なぐってやる。卵たまごあるかい?」"The friend of the weak, that's what we are. For an artist, that's the starting point, and it's the highest aim too. Something this simple, and I'd forgotten it. And not just me. Everyone's forgotten it. I think I'll take Pochi with us to Tokyo. If any of my friends laughs at the way Pochi looks, I'll knock his block off. Got any eggs?"

「ええ」家内かないは、浮うかぬ顔かおをしていた。"Yes," said my wife, looking far from cheerful.

「ポチにやれ、二ふたつあるなら、二ふたつやれ。おまえも我慢がまんしろ。皮膚病ひふびょうなんてのは、すぐなおるよ」"Give them to Pochi. If there are two, give him both. You'll just have to put up with it too. A skin disease like that clears up in no time."

「ええ」家内かないは、やはり浮うかぬ顔かおをしていた。"Yes," said my wife, still looking far from cheerful.

Vocabulary

WordMeaningJLPT
猫背ねこぜstooped posture, hunched backLiterally 'cat back'. 猫背になる means to hunch over, often a sign of dejection.—
霧きりfog, mistN3
ぼんやりぼんやりdimly, faintly, vaguelyAlso used for a person who is absent-minded.N3
連峰れんぽうmountain range, chain of peaks連 means 'linked' and 峰 means 'peak'.—
朝露あさつゆmorning dew—
びしょぬれびしょぬれsoaking wet, drencheddictionary form: びしょ濡れ—
帰途きとthe way home帰途につく is a set, rather formal phrase meaning 'to set off home'.—
面目なげめんぼくないashamed, sheepishdictionary form: 面目ない面目ない means 'to have lost face'. Adding 〜げ gives 'looking ashamed'.—
感傷かんしょうsentimentalityいたずらな here means 'pointless' or 'idle', not 'mischievous'.—
察知さっちsensing, perceiving (a situation)—
白紙還元はくしかんげんreturn to a blank slateA mock-formal four-character compound: 白紙 'blank paper' plus 還元 'restoration'. Compare 白紙に戻す, 'to start over from scratch'.—
味方みかたally, someone on one's sideThe opposite is 敵 (てき), 'enemy'.N3
浮かぬ顔うかないかおa gloomy, unenthusiastic lookdictionary form: 浮かない顔浮かぬ is the literary form of 浮かない.—
皮膚病ひふびょうskin disease—

Grammar

〜はずだ N4 should be; is supposed to be

This expresses what ought to be true by reason or principle. In the past form だったはず, the narrator says artists were by nature meant to side with the weak, and implies that he had lost sight of this.

芸術家は、もともと弱い者の味方だったはずなんだ

Artists were supposed to be on the side of the weak from the very start.

〜にとって N3 for; from the standpoint of

This marks the person or group from whose point of view something is judged. Here it states what counts as the starting point and the highest goal for an artist.

芸術家にとって、これが出発で、また最高の目的なんだ

For an artist, that's the starting point, and it's the highest aim too.

〜てやる N3 do (something) to/for someone (forceful or condescending)

やる is a blunt version of あげる. After a verb like 殴る, it gives the statement a defiant tone, as in 'I'll show them'. The same verb appears in やれ ('give it to him') in the next line.

友がもしポチの恰好を笑ったら、ぶん殴ってやる

If any of my friends laughs at the way Pochi looks, I'll knock his block off.

〜げ N2 seeming, looking (as if)

This suffix attaches to adjective stems; with an い-adjective, the い is dropped (面目な(い) + げ). The result describes how someone appears from the outside, here how Pochi looks ashamed.

面目なげに、首を垂れ

He hung his head as if ashamed of himself.

〜ぬ (classical negative) N2 not (= 〜ない)

ぬ is the literary negative ending and attaches to the same stem as ない. 浮かぬ顔 is a fixed expression that still survives in modern Japanese.

家内は、浮かぬ顔をしていた

My wife looked far from cheerful.